Assalamualaikum :'D
Just get back from school, and I straight away heading to the library, Just for the sake of updating this abandoned blog, due to my laptop was in repairing,.huhuu nehmind :')
So,.imma feel like talk abt thiss
You understand how it feels,to be happy one day,
then depressed the next???
"The deepest feelings always shows itself in
silence.."
Have you ever feel tired for keeping things too long in yur heart? And you got no one to talk to? Maybe the choices for you to pick someone in front of you is there, however it seemss like you will nvr find anyone who can really be there for you,. *sigh* :(
Have you ever feel tired for holding on things for a very long time? And you got nothing left in you that could make you strong. Eaach day passes by, you are getting weaker. And you hve no clue on how to make things right. Seems like everything you touch and say, will only make it worse,. -.-
Losing yurself in way more painful than losing someone you love in yur life. You've been too strong outside and none of them realize that act deep inside you're breaking n way too fragile than anything,.
And when you cry, they says you are being too weak and you should be strong! where in yur life, not even once they accept you for being weak,.because they are too used to see you being strong almost all the time.
Its better to live ALONE, rather than living with 100 peeps but still feel alone. Atleast when u are living alone,you wont increase yur HOPE tht maybe one day they could reach yur hand and help you to stand because at the end of the day, you will feel even more sad to find out that they will nvr do such things,.hmm
But we are still here, even we are tired of living. because we hve FAITH, yep we are still here coz we hve faith..
We have faith in Allah,.And we believe that someday, He will take away this Pain from our heart and give wat we deserves.
Because, we know that Allah wont leave us alone despite on how many times we disobey Him and do things that He prohibited from us to do,yet we know whenever we run to Him, He will always be there for us!!
Have faith people. Have faith. This is an advise from a heart to another heart. Be strong!
*in life you learn lessons, sometimes you learn them the hard way , and sometimes you learn them too late.
